Wednesday January 18th, 2006, by Doug Soderstrom
Just an old man,
All alone in the world,
Everyone gone,
Except for his dog,
His best friend,
Perhaps,
His only friend.
Then,
A world away,
A young man,
A teenager,
Not a bad boy,
But,
Like all the others,
Confused,
Like all the others,
So tired of being,
Just a child,
Wanting to be grown up,
Yet so afraid to be a man,
So afraid of life,
So afraid of everything,
So many reasons to be upset,
And angry.
Family vacation,
On the way,
To Florida,
And driving,
Through Mississippi.
Mail having arrived,
Perhaps a letter,
From his son,
Perhaps not,
The old man,
In overalls,
Grey hair waving in the wind,
His best friend,
At his side.
Crossing the road,
To pick up the mail,
His trusting friend,
As always,
Patiently awaiting his master’s return.
What’s that damn dog,
Doing in the road?
Metal and flesh meet.
My God,
What have you done,
You didn’t even try to slow down,
Didn’t you see the dog,
What’s the matter with you?
Look,
It wasn’t my fault,
That damn dog had no right,
To be in the road,
Don’t you understand,
He was in my way,
So let’s just forget about it.
Yet,
In the rearview mirror,
I saw the old man,
And I saw his dog,
Lying there,
In the road,
Dead,
The old man’s fist,
Raised to the sky,
Yelling,
No doubt,
Cursing at me.
For I had just killed,
His best friend.
But I drove on.
You see,
I was yet a young man,
And I did not understand.
There are so many things,
That a young man cannot understand.
But then,
As years passed,
I became an old man,
And now,
I do understand.
I understand,
The deep affections,
The intense loneliness,
That only an old man,
Can feel.
I understand how the death,
Of one’s best friend,
Can devastate,
One’s life.
But someday,
When we meet again,
And we will,
We will embrace,
And I will tell your dog,
That I am sorry,
And that,
I now understand.